Introvert or Extrovert

For me it is hard to decide if I'm an introvert or extrovert. I show being an extrovert by being very bubbly and giggly. I also am very friendly to everyone, not wanting anyone thinking I do not like them or have a problem with them. I also show being an introvert by not really talking about my personal life or myself a lot. When it comes talking about me I like to keep to myself and not share mush. I do not trust people enough to put my self and personal information out there. It also depends on the environment. If I am somewhere I am comfortable and accustom to I will be more out going. On the other hand if I am somewhere I am not use to and do not know the people I tend to keep to myself and not say much. If I had to choose though I would be more of an extrovert because I am well known for the girl who is always laughing and smiling. No matter what someone is, being an introvert or extrovert, they are perfect they way they are.

Perfect Bedroom

My perfect bedroom would consist of many different aspects. As soon as I walk in I will see my bed, my dresser, and my desk. The room would be colored different shades of blue, purple, and greens. There would also be a huge hanging chair that will be next to a bookcase and lamp where I can sit and read and relax. There will be a door to my medium sized closet and another door that leads into my own personal bathroom. The big secret is there will be another door that leads to stairs. Up the stairs there will be a movie room that has a floor made of pillows with pillows on top of that. There will also be a bunch of fluffy blankets and a mini-fridge with snacks and beverages. The movie room would be sports themed because this is where I will watch my sports. On one wall there will be a huge screen where everything is projected and there will be surround sound. This room would be perfect for relaxing and hanging out with friends. 

10 Copies

      With 10 copies of myself for one whole day they would all do different tasks for me. Some of my copies will do tasks I personally have never worked up the nerve to do and some will do tasks I just want to take a break from doing. The number one copy will run a marathon for me because I have always wanted to participate in the experience, but not have to run. The second copy would go skydiving so that I can have the memory, but not actually having to jump out of a scary plane. The third one would write a book about my past and feelings. I have always wanted to write a book about everything I have learned through tough times. but get discouraged from all the overwhelming feelings. The forth copy would go to school for me that day while the real me takes a relaxing day. The fifth, sixth, and seventh copy would confront people that I have so many questions for, but am scared of or just do not want to see personally. The copies will ask the questions and I will finally have all the answers I want. The ninth copy will go and visit cancer kids at the hospital. I would want the copy to do everything possible to make the kids happy because that is what I would do. The final copy would clean my whole house spot less. I do not min cleaning, but after a while I do not feel like finishing it. My 10 copies would do productive things for me and would not go to waste.

High school

The quote "It was the best of times, it was the worst of times...", describes high school very well. High school is a time of fun times, but also challenging times. During high school you will meet new people and will also have people who walk out of your life. Sometimes the people who leave are the people who you thought would always be there for you. Through people leaving and coming in your life you will discover who is your true friends. People leaving is hard, but the people who stay make it worth it. During high school you will get overwhelmed and stressed from the work, but when you go to get a job all the hard work will pay off and make you happy you pushed through the stress to get the good grades. There will be ups and downs in high school you just need to decide if you will let the bad times out do the good times. High school is what you make it through the good times and the bad times. 

Personal Assistant

     
       For one week I would love to have Albert Einstein as my personal assistant. During this week not only would we be doing certain projects together we would be having scientific conversations and conservations about life. In our conservations I would love to try and understand his brain and his view of the world. He did so many great things while he was alive and looked at the world in such a different way. Also during the week I would take him to different stores and restaurants to show him the way our world has changed. After showing him these places I would want to sit down with him and ask if in his opinion if the world has changed negatively or positively. I would listen to every word he had to say and I would document all of his thoughts. The final thing we would do is sit down with him and have him go over scientific and mathematical concepts I do not understand. This one week with Albert Einstein would be one week full of knowledge and discussion.

         

What Comforts Me

In a stressful situation, such as my family kicking me out or having family issues, very few things can comfort me. When I get stressed or overwhelmed I can only do few things that will not upset me more. Two people that can comfort me the most when I am stressed is my best friends Sydney Calez and Jillian Mathes. These two girls know me so well that they know exactly how to make me smile when I am sad or to simply get my mind off of things. Without my best friends I would be lost and my life would not be complete.  Another thing that comforts me and keeps my mind off of things is sleeping. Sleeping allows me to clear my mind and just take some time and get my mind off of things. Sometimes in stressful times I cannot sleep because my mind is moving so fast. Cuddling up with a large warm fuzzy blanket and watching one of my favorite movies help me fall asleep and comfort me. Without my best friends, sleep, warm blankets, and movie during stressful events I would not be comforted.

I AM

I Am

Colleen means a young girl

And that is what I am.

I am as fierce as a lion

But as innocent as a lamb.

I am a girl in this big world.

I am a leader

But I can follow the crowd.

I can be quiet

But I am not one to be lost in the background.

As strong as I am

I can still use a hand.

On my worst nights

I still fall asleep strong.

I am a professional at times

But most the time a weirdo.

I don’t like normal.

Standing out is who I am.

 I would like to believe

That I am one of a kind.

That I am unique

And hard to find.

I try my best

I always do.

Even at my worst

When I am feeling a bit blue.

 No matter who you are

I will do anything to help.

My big heart

Goes thump thump for everyone

big and small.

I am different and I love it

I wouldn’t change my life for the world.

My name defines me.

I am Colleen 

caring, curious, cautious and not common.